Hanging.

It hurts to think of how things are still left hanging with no direction. And i have no clue about it at all, non whatsoever. It ended pretty tangled up that we both carried on with our lives without talking about it. I shouldn't be thinking about this because, i am happy with my life right now, it's basically an emotion that i can never ever explain. Because, the way i m happy right now, is totally different than that of how i felt exactly a year ago. A lot has changed, and to me, for the better and i hope it goes the same for the rest of you people out there. Sometimes i just wished that we actually sit and talked face to face about it, without getting all angry and shouting our heads off at each other. I wish. Karma's a bitch.

R.I.P

It's just a really bad and saddening day today. Nothing seems to be in place and nothing seems to be perfect. I am so very sorry for your lost, I would really miss her much. T_T

I wish there would be a time machine to turn back time. To know what to say just to comfort you. I really do wish. I am really sorry I was lost of words, i just got numb and tried to be the stronger one.

I guess, life has never been fair and just, life's a bitch, it comes back to hit you in reality. Karma. Period.

Signing off.

Finals!

One more month countdown! OMG OMG OMG OMG! December 7th 2009 till the 14th! Study hardcore!! Trying hard not to fail LAW. God forbid seriously. I will be demotivated if i failed that ass of a paper. Studying all the time is making me nom nom nom!! :O

Good luck to all my CAT and ACCA buddies. Finals!!!!

Straight passes Dini pls!!!! :(

Drama yeay! *flips hair*

"I still remember what i said before, that girl who used the excuse of 'no time for relationship's to break up with her bf of 3-4 years.Not much to my surprise, merely 2-4 months later, she got together with a guy whom she only knew for less than a month.That's why i said, whatever crap explanation is just an excuse. why wont u admit that u already changed ur heart from the start? At least that would let others respect you more, or admire ur courage. So what do u think, do you have any rights to criticize other ppl? so what if you are so much younger, brighter, your life is just a HUGE MESS. u just got together with him, and you already have so many more material items that you previously said you could not afford. aren't you a materialistic girl? HAHA, SUCH A JOKE!I know this is none of my business, but i just wanna say : that's why girls will always be looked down, it is because of bad examples like you. our society really has serious illness." By the Shitface


Message from S.Dinisha to the arse of all arses:

Hey yo bitch. :D Fuck you because trust me you're the biggest bitch I've ever known. You one sentimental sensitive fuck. What i do in my personal life is my own problem. Ain't yours, ain't nobody's. What happened between me and pravin, is our own problem. NOT YOURS fuck face.! I loved him a lot, but i had to let him go. If i had a change of heart, why would i cry and moan about the break up, smart ass? And yes, the studying excuse was just an excuse, but stupid, think about it, if i were to be studying ACCA i wouldn't have time for him. And again, what happened in the relationship is non of your damn business. zz. lazy to explain to assholes like you anyways. So let's skip that.

And yes, so what if i fell in love again? We had the chemistry going on, and so what if i fell in love in just a few months after the break up? That's my life. Ever heard of the word fate or are you too Chinese to understand English, eh moley? Hey Stupid, what materialistic fuck are you talking about ? The N82 was my dad's and the iTouch was a birthday gift from Pravin. Sufyan baked me cookies and did all the small things which made me the happiest girl. Or are you too jealous about my life?

You think my life is a Big mess heh? Gosh, babe, trust me, you have no idea. My life's way more perfect than yours. I am way happier than you are at least. (well at least i don't spend my time gossiping and bitching about people behind their backs). Haha, and gosh, I AM FUCKING SORRY that i am like wayyyyyy younger than you and sorry that i happen to have an awesome level of IQ and EQ, basically something you lack. Actually, you lack of commonsense and manners too. But oh well, since no one has the guts to tell you that, i am doing it for the rest of you guys out there. :) (no need to thank me! :D )

Eh come on la seriously, you're the one who's always depressed and crying your eyes off, and you're saying my life is a huge mess. Gosh, you SERIOUSLY need to get a life. People has been talking behind your back a lot too, and basically many don't like you la. So wei think bout it la, you want to talk behind my back also do it the right way la. Tell it to my damn face wei. Or are you to chicken for that? And do the world a favour, and stop bitching about others. People are mad at you for the very nature you are. The gossiping back stabbing bitch that you are. And you seriously need to stop it.

I want drama in college. We are going to rock it hard man.

And fuck face, STAY THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE. Or I'll rip your face off. (But I'll be doing you a favour, maybe you can look better after that! HA HA HA! )

P.S." that's why girls will always be looked down, it is because of bad examples like you."
Comments: Gosh you're so narrow minded. Try asking yourself, what bout girls like you who are staying in their boyfriend's house and backstabbing people while acting so close to them? Thought about that before? :) Well, YOU are the reason why girls are being downgraded, talking about equal rights, go fuck yourself.

See, Read and Digest this you arse!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA, omg you coward! :D yeay! You seriously have got some serious problems mentally and emotionally. You're too sensitive, tsk tsk. I am glad we're not like you. :) Life's great ! :D

I love Owl City. :D

The title is totally unrelated but i REALLY LOVE THE OWL CITY ! :D

Just the other day, i was thinking back about all the times i used to have and i realised that so many things i did in the past were not perfect, not even close. It's really good to think back about the times i had. Most of them are real blurry right now though. I remembered being a really really jealous person, lol, now thinking bout it, just reminds me of how childish and immature i used to be. To YOU, i am sorry for being jealous all the time, it was really immature of me.

Now that I've grown out of it, i feel really nice about it. It has totally boost my confidence to a level that i can never imagine I could ever reach. Life's been really good, on the other hand.

I had my first SAC meeting yesterday in college. The old board and the new board gathered together for an ice breaking session. They made us go in front to introduce ourselves. I was nervous as hell, but other than that, everything went on smoothly. This time, the board consists of many different races and hopefully it would be an awesome journey.

I can't wait for the events we would be organizing for next year and i can't wait for the experience. A once in a life time experience. It's going to be real awesome working with the new board. :D I can't wait for plays/dramas, dances, proms, camps, sports, graduation ,etc etc. Omg, just thinking bout it, it's going to be hectic and crazy and fun!

We had a few games as well yesterday and it was fun. Lunch was provided too, and it was good food heh :) I can't wait to work with all of you. Yeay! :D

Pathetic.

No seriously, we don't like you very much either. And I am sorry you don't like us, but seriously, get a life and grow up. You are not 18, you're like way older and trust me, you need to look at yourself in the mirror. If you can't find what's wrong with you, then come to us and we'll tell you. Stop calling people names, just confront them. You're too sensitive and narrow minded, you need to seriously get a life. ZZzzz

Gunung Nuang

The day started extremely early, as early as 4.00am for me. I was sleepy and tired but i got a 5 hour sleep compared to the others who got only 1-3 hours of sleep. There's nothing much i can talk bout this hike this time. Just that, i didn't take my breakfast and was dying in the first hour. I wanted to vomit so much but i couldn't, which make things so much worse for me. And again i am so sorry for being the liability of the group and slowing you guys down.

We didn't make it to the peak again, due to the few cases where people got stung in the eye, etc and the fact that it was slippery and there were also a lot of spiders. God knows when are we ever reaching Nuang's peak la. Sad case.

I had tremendous fun nevertheless, just playing in the river and talking crap the whole time. I don't want to write a lot on this because i am so sleepy right now, lol, so yea, after reaching the base, Brenda ran towards us with ice-cream. Omg, all of a sudden i felt so energetic. Ice-cream!! Haha.

After cleaning up, we went separate ways. Most of them went for KFC while a few of us went over to Nirvana's for Banana leaf rice, and that was the bomb. :D

Will try to update more but i am currently having a writers block. :( Help me pls! Give suggestions, anything, just to get back my umph! :(