NEW MOON

As i expected the first time i saw the trailer, IT SUCKS LIKE CRAP OK! Originally, the book was also not up to expectations, so obviously the movie would go hand-in-hand. So yea, it's an effing waste of money and you guys can just go and download it instead, or second thoughts, don't bother downloading it at all!!! Plus, mininova is dead, so yea, i am going to mourn about it NOW!! T____T

Restraint

I am having a major nervous breakdown right now. I can't seem to be absorbing anything that i m reading. I cannot focus, i lack focus and i obviously lack time. I hope when i wake up tomorrow, all of this will be unreal and that i will be back on my both feet and on track before i know it. It's too late to turn to GOD when i don't believe in a religion. So that's not an option right now. I need to focus! Time time time! LAW LAW LAW!! TAX TAX TAX! COSTING COSTING COSTING! Gosh! I need peace.

SMKTBM 5Amanah Class of 2007

Our dearest Kutex has decided to start a blog for all of us ex Malurians, erm those from my class only la. So if you guys want to write something in that blog, please refer to Kutex @ Teo Tho Yang.

5 Amanah's Blog

I really do miss my form 5 class. Gosh, we were one active and noisy bunch. I wish i could turn back time. I would give up everything just to put my uniform on and go to school with those heavy bag and books and hang around in class doing absolutely nothing. I remembered just sitting and walking and talking and laughing non stop. We practically did everything except for studying.

I remembered how i dreaded my Hippopotamus teacher-she teaches me BM. I miss Mr Liew my Physics teacher because he was so cool like that, not teaching and not giving us home works lol. I miss Pn Aw, she was the best Maths teacher ever. Her soft and kind approach made us feel so home. I miss Miss Khor, though she was quiet, she was a very good Add Maths teacher.. I miss my bio teacher too hahahhahaha she's always PMSing in class, and i was always making fun of her accent but i really do think she's strong enough to learn new things unlike the other egoistic adults.

There's a lot of things that i miss in form 5. But i don't have the time to write them down now, cos i am in the midst of studying Share capital! Gosh, law sucks big time ok!

This post will be continued, one fine day ! :D

Super LOOOONNGG post!

Hey people. :) This blog is pretty sad at the moment, not that i don't want to write in it, it's just that i can't find the time to write in it. Ever since i started going to college last year, the amount of times i update my blog just gets lesser. I don't want to admit it, but seriously, ACCA is killing me. I thought i could balance my life proportionately you know, between my studies, family and friends. But the truth is, i can't and i have to sacrifice some. To some friends of mine, like Vinod and Darshanaa, i really do miss hanging with you guys just laughing and talking crap, it's not that i don't want too, it's just i don't have the time too. :(

I only hang with a few people for a limited hours in a week. People i meet like Thira, Kui San and Zhe Rei frequently off and on only, either in college or house or on phone. Life, for me, is getting even harder. I just hope that you guys would understand the difficult situation that i am in.

Now that my finals are only 2 weeks away, i am so goddamn busy studying at home. I am 24/7 in my room, i hardly know whatever that's happening even in my own house. Basically i wake up at 6 am and all i do is study, eat, sleep, study, study and study. Oh, and help my mom do the house chores too.

It's so hectic in my room, that i have to even skip family meetings. Like for example, my whole family is going over to my aunt's house in Subang NOW, and i am home alone. Awesome, much? :(

That aside, my mom has been nagging and teasing me about the fact of how my butt looks so huge and is getting huger by the day. Like that's going to help my confidence?! Fuck! It's true though! I am getting fatter by the day! I have no idea why! (HA HA HA, yea right! Been eating a lot la, that's why! zzz) Oh well, gotta lose this fats by next year June!!!

Two weeks ago, i sort of confronted a friend of mine in college. It didn't turn out too good though. And we aren't on speaking terms. I guess it's better that way for the sake of the whole group of friends. Hopefully, it won't get even more awkward than it already is and i am really sorry for putting some of you in a really bad position.

Last week, i decided to delete all friends whom i do not personally know. Like my brother's friends who simply added me, etc. Amazingly, the amount came up to 300 of them. My facebook seems so much more neater and cleaner. Lol. I also followed my cousin, Swee Han's footsteps in not adding any family members in Facebook. Nothing personal though, sorry. T_T

Just the other day, i went to watch 2012. I really loved the movie. I teared at some scenes and it was everything i liked in a movie. So kuddos to the producer. *thumbs up*

Ms. Rozi's EDC/EFC classes were loads of hell to go through. I was never good at taxation. Even my T9 of CAT level wasn't good. I only scored 73% for my T9 finals. So you get my picture. Throughout my F6, Taxation classes with Ms Rozi, i was a blur student. I was always in class though, TRYING to understand concepts. The only mistake i made was i didn't study consistently and was always revising last minute for my PT1,2 and Mock. I failed my Mocks with a 38%. It's HORRIBLE. I could sense that Ms. Rozi was very disappointed and she had to use reverse psychology speeches on us, but she was encouraging us instead of scolding and demotivating us. She tried to tell us students that she isn't going to give up on us, and that she still believed that we could all make it through finals.

Her EDC/EFC classes were really really extremely TAXING. It starts sharp at 8am(she's never been late for any of her classes) and it ends at 6pm. By the end of the class each day, you just HAVE to fall dead on the bed before you start doing her home works. YES! She gave us home works to do everyday after her EDC classes, to be discussed for, the next day. Not that i have anything to complaint of, i did everything she asked us to do. That 4 days of EDC classes of Ms. Rozi, was really really good. I grasp everything she said and everything we did in class. I am so much more well prepared for tax than i could ever imagined.

I thanked her at the end of class and i hope i got her blessings HAHAHAHA.(my classmates would know what i am talking about.) xD

As for now, i just can't wait for December the 14th to arrive. Going to shishaaaaaa everything away man HAHAHAHA. :P Then on the 17th of December, the old and new board of SAC are going for a charity thingy to KLCC. Can't wait for that too!

Yesterday, the girlies came over to my house for a group study thingy. Kui san was damn semangat to study la lol. But after an hour or two we ended up having pillow talk where my dad and mom joined. Omg, they are super hilarious and irritating, explains why my siblings and i are the way we are now. Zzz. Genes ok!

If you are a true friend, you would have read till this last bit omg hahaha thankssss! Lol! Lotsa love and hugss and kissessss xoxoxosss :D

S.O.S

I've never been so tired just by going for classes! I need a break! I need to be strong! :(

Talentime



I know i m pretty outdated but i watched Talentime just last week and am still crazy all over it.

Synopsis: A talent search competition has matched two hearts - that of Melur, a Malay-mixed girl and an Indian male student, Mahesh. Melur, with her melodious voice, singing whilst playing the piano is one of the seven finalists of the Talentime competition of her school organised by Cikgu Adibah. Likewise Hafiz, enthralling with his vocalist talent while playing the guitar, dividing his time between school and mother, who is hospitalised for brain tumor.

It all started after Mahesh, amongst the students assigned to get the finalists to school for practice, delivered the notice of successful audition to Melur's house. His handsome looks attracted the girl. Early on of their relationship, tragedy struck Mahesh's family when his uncle Ganesh who had been the care-taker of the family since the loss of Mahesh's father, was stabbed to death on his wedding day. Melur thinking that Mahesh's silence was due to his grief over the tragedy became furious when she was continuously ignored. She regretted it however after Hafez revealed Mahesh's situation.

That changed Melur's perception of Mahesh. Likewise Mahesh, who grew comfortable with the presence of the girl who often quotes beautiful poetry. Mahesh, realizing that the relationship will be opposed, kept it hidden from his mother,still grieving over the death of Ganesh. Alas, the secret was exposed and Mahesh was assaulted before Melur's very eyes. Just a day before the competition, is Melur resilient enough to sing the poetic lyrics of her song when her heart is tormented by the thoughts of Mahesh? What about Mahesh who has found his first love? On Talentime night, everything unfolds.


Source: Talentime The Movie

I cried a few times watching this show. Talentime was rated 8.1 on IMDb. And that's crazy high for a Malaysian movie, hahas. It's a real pity that the late Yasmin Ahmad is not here with us anymore. I thought the main actor, Mahesh Jugal Kishor, was good looking. :) Harith Iskandar never fails to crack me up. :)

Basically, i love everything about the movie. The story line, the cast, the soundtracks, everything really. :)


I GO- Pete Teo

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face




JUST ONE BOY- Aizat

Just one fruit from 1 tree,
Just 1 rumble mumble from 1 beat
Can 1 send boy climbing climbing

Just 1 flock from 1 cloud
Just 1 itsy bitsy twist and shout
Can send that same 1 boy running running yeah

Aah..there's a four leaf clover sitting in the sun
It's been waiting for someone like you
But there's really really no one but you
Tell me you're the one

Could it be magic
It must be magic
Tell the truth, are you my only one?

Just 1 word from 1 girl
Just 1 lovey dovey we control
Can make 1 boy crying crying

Oh..I don't care what you say
I thought to steal 1 kiss when you look away
And send this boy flying flying yeah

Aah..there's a four leaf clover sitting in the sun
It's been waiting for someone like you
But there's really really no one but you
Tell me you're the one

Could it be magic
It must be magic
I wanna talk like you
I wanna talk like you
Gonna kiss like you

Aah..there's a four leaf clover sitting in the sun
It's been waiting for someone like you
But there's really really no one but you
Tell me you're the one

Could it be magic
It must be magic
Tell the truth, are you my only one?
Tell the truth, are you my only one?
Tell the truth, cause I love you

R.I.P

It's just a really bad and saddening day today. Nothing seems to be in place and nothing seems to be perfect. I am so very sorry for your lost, I would really miss her much. T_T

I wish there would be a time machine to turn back time. To know what to say just to comfort you. I really do wish. I am really sorry I was lost of words, i just got numb and tried to be the stronger one.

I guess, life has never been fair and just, life's a bitch, it comes back to hit you in reality. Karma. Period.

Signing off.

Finals!

One more month countdown! OMG OMG OMG OMG! December 7th 2009 till the 14th! Study hardcore!! Trying hard not to fail LAW. God forbid seriously. I will be demotivated if i failed that ass of a paper. Studying all the time is making me nom nom nom!! :O

Good luck to all my CAT and ACCA buddies. Finals!!!!

Straight passes Dini pls!!!! :(